Date: 2018-02-25 14:38
Before thanksgiving day my life turn worst. Found out my hubby was still cheating me with same woman I caught him cheating back 7567. He left me & moved with her for 6 months. Than was ready to give up after all my pain. Than he comes back to me & tells me I love u & I 8767 m sorry. We been marriage for 66 years now until today found out he still talking to her. But doesn 8767 t live with her. My heart broke & told me he wants to end & that he doesn 8767 t love me anymore. I have been crying out to the Lord constantly for answers to my prayers ever since my husband doesn 8767 t wanta be with me & he 8767 s cheated me. I pray God to restore my marriage, to heal my heart, to wake up my husband that I met , to draw us close the Lord and draw us to each other, to reveal to me His will… I keep hoping & praying that the Lord will not allow us to be divorced or annulled. But is so hard to wait… to keep hoping… Oftentimes I don’t know what to do or say to God that I just cry out. The pain is so deep I find it hard to breathe. I fear waking up in the morning because of the heaviness of my heart. I find it extremely difficult to focus. It has now suffered and I’m afraid. Please pray for me and my husband. It is my fervent desire to be reconciled to him. I am running out of hope…I wish he loves me & never separate each other. I wish he was faithful & never break my heart. I wish he wakes up & realize everything he has done to me & his 9 *censored*s. All this years I try hard to explain him what bothering me. But he doesn 8767 t care. It hurts so much. Without him I no longer want life. I promise to god I will vow my marriage forever until death do us apart. I want God in our life & in my marriage. God is my only hope & faith. I trust u in God. I won 8767 t lose hope. Your my father ,my lord , my God. I wish no more suffering & happy lasting life & marriage with my husband. I try to ask my husband lets go church & have God with us. But he doesn 8767 t want God. He wants us over. This woman he talking only wants his money. And doesn 8767 t care we 8767 re together. She 8767 s put curse on us & wants to destroy my marriage. She tricks him of her being sweet person & my hubby tells me she doesn 8767 t fight or argue. She fully understand me. I had spoke to her & beg her to leave us alone. She laughs & doesn 8767 t care if my pain. My hubby cheats on me cuz we have arguments ever time. he 8767 s never home & always working everyday since he owns his business. Always comes home late & turns his phone off at night. He never spends with my or my *censored*s. My *censored*s are already suffering so much. I 8767 m losing it. It hurts badly. I know this isn 8767 t him. All change since 7567. Since he decide to cheat me. Hide things behind my back & lies to me so much. Plz pray for us.
I am struggling with a huge decision. I have been with my husband 66 years and married for 7 years. In 7568 things started to go down hill. He was not communicating with me and never really has or showed emotion. I feel he neglects me and does not care about me. I feel alone even when he is there. Feels like no love and no spark and we would barely ever have sex maybe *censored* times a month. I am 86 and he is 96. He tells me to find another man. And it is ok. I can leave and come back and do what I want. This hurts I feel he does not love me. He left in 7569 to work and I barely talked to him. I started talking to men but nothing serious. I tried to divorce and cut things off and he wouldn 8767 t work with me. I forgot about it and moved on and dated. It was not working with the other men. So I decided to concentrate on myself. Then when I least suspect it a man comes into my life. My husband lived and worked in another city but came home this year march when he was laid off. He knows I am dating this man. So this man only together 7 months. But he is everything I want and need and desire. The passionate side and emotional, intellect side, everything is there. It is scary but good scary. He wants to marry me and have a *censored* and so do I. He knows i 8767 m married and I have two boys. Now my husband finally talks to me and opens up after I want to leave. But he is not trying to save our marriage he goes back and forth and I don 8767 t like that it does not feel safe and secure and stable. I am scared because I don 8767 t want to break up our family and tear them apart but I don 8767 t want to be in a loveless marriage and I don 8767 t want to hurt him. My new partner is beyond words to explain the love we have for eachother. He is my everything and we share everything together. He wants me to get divorced before we live together but he jokes lots about cheating on me. I don 8767 t like this we had a serious talk and he apologized he said that is who he is to joke but he would never ever do that to do I do. my husband is not a bad guy, doesn 8767 t lie, cheat, does not abuse me or does not drink, gamble or do drugs he is a very good man and is just no connection there and the new guy is everything but I am unsure I don 8767 t want to remarry and have him cheat on me or leave me i 8767 m stuck and scared I do not want to break up my family but I do not want to lose the new guy and I don 8767 t want to be in a loveless 8767 m stuck, scared and HELP and prayers are appreciated thank you.